If you only knew

If you only knew.......

If you only knew you are all that I need you are the one who I sought in my dreams.

So many whispers as we lie here awake so much sorrow how much more can we take.

If there is a lesson well can it be learned, if there is success it has to be earned. And if we whisper we might not be heard this is why I sing loudly my words. My music heals me it helps me understand, that my god has a bigger plan.... So many evils are bound to be bred, so many soldier trapped in their heads... We find courage in each other's stories we become renegades and together we follow our dreams... If there is one mission it is pure and it is true, just listen to others and guide them through. A renegade is a person who is the black sheep of the world but to us its a group of warriors our soldiers boys and our girls. If we exalt each other instead of hitting below the knees, maybe then we can succeed. Listen with our hearts when they are crying you see, listen with your soul we have enough pain without you judging me so many opinions yet no one fits in my shoes, a little bit of love.... and less views....

I was lost in this world I walked sorrows untold I was never a part of the fold so many people so full of shame, but constantly accepting the blame, I listened with my mind it was so hateful and so mad, when I tried to heal I just felt guilt and was sad, no optimism there is no room for me, 22 a day pass from this you see, one gentle smile a person taking your hand this is a renegade and a bigger stand. We bring art and gifts to the streets and we captivate you by our positivity if you feel sorrow know you are not alone we will help you take back your throne. You saw me at my darkest and I shared my vulnerability, the whole time you had me shaking in my knees, so much strength and love that you shared, you think your worthless and I am thankful you care. You became the king who I sought in my dreams, you taught me to stand diligently to be myself and not to hide, thank you my angel for bringing me the understanding of pride.